In the entire history of American popular music, why have so few blind singers sung about being blind? I’ve done a lot of research, and have turned up only three examples.
The first is Blind Roger Hays’s “I Must Be Blind, I Cannot See” (1928), a simple ditty that alternates between first and third person, even in the same phrase; discusses the colors of Hays’s eyes, which he has no way of seeing; and beautifully contrasts the light of God to his own darkness.
The second is Blind Gary [Davis’]s “Lord, I Wish I Could See” (1935), a fairly straightforward autobiographical account of the reverend’s woes, but very moving nonetheless.
Lastly there’s Sleepy John Estes’s “Stone Blind Blues” (1947), the saddest and most autobiographical of them all.
(Sonny Terry’s “I Woke Up This Morning and I Could Hardly See,” first recorded in 1953 and again in a better, live version in 1962, hardly addresses his loss of sight--it’s all about his woman cheating on him).
Blind jazz multi-instrumentalist Roland Kirk recorded a piece called “The Inflated Tear” in 1967, which he later said was inspired by “a ‘mystical trip’ when I realized I was part of an Inflated Tear. I went back into myself to find out how that began. When I was one or two a nurse came into work drunk or high or mad at somebody and she slipped and put too much medicine in my eyes. I think that’s when the tear began because I went through years where my eyes used to run and hurt and be nothing but tears.” So perhaps this gorgeous, weirdly violent, and heartbreaking song could be said to be about blindness too.
Of course,
there have been plenty of brilliant blind songwriters, ranging from pioneer
bluesmen Blind Blake, Blind Lemon Jefferson, and Blind Willie McTell to more
recent artists such as Ray Charles and Stevie Wonder. In fact, Luigi Monge, in
his article “Blindness Blues: Visual References in the Lyrics of Blind Pre-war
Blues and Gospel Musicians” (in The Lyrics in African American Popular
Music, edited by Robert Springer, 2001) has counted no fewer than 32 blind
pre-war blues and gospel singers (it was he who pointed out the Gary Davis and
Roger Hays songs to me). Few of these artists have been reluctant to sing in
the first person or to tell stories in their songs. But there is one subject
they almost all avoid, the one that is absolutely central to their identities.
Why?
One reason was that they were proud of their abilities and didn’t want to call attention to their disabilities. Both Blind Lemon Jefferson and Ray Charles tried to prove that their blindness didn’t hamper in the least their ability to get around and to judge people’s characters (see Monge’s excellent article on Blind Lemon and Ray Charles’s superlative autobiography, Brother Ray).
But there’s another reason, perhaps more important: there was no audience for songs about blindness. Who could relate to it? The number of blind listeners was undoubtedly far fewer than the number of listeners who’d been jilted by a lover.
- Yuval